I hate the feeling of being ignored deliberately. Maybe everyone else is busy with their work or maybe I want everyone to concentrate only on me. Don’t ask me who because I really am unaware of this feeling inside of me. A feeling that I’m being ignored by someone I wanna know. Technically, Mondays suck! Especially, when you end up having a blast on the weekend and there’s nobody with you on a weekday that’s deplorably sad.I vacated my position at work as I thought to finish off my studies first. I’m more enjoying the days of being unemployed. I don’t expect everyday to be a weekend, however, I've never felt like how I feel today and it’s extremely horrible to define. I spent most of my afternoon watching the movie confessions of a shopaholic like 3 times in a row due to today’s movie plan which was kind of a huge bust. I still can’t figure out the sign indicating the presence of me being unheeded.
Probably I’m just seeking for excessive pamper, love and yeah a few compliments too, which might make me feel important. At times it does happen that someone was with you yesterday listening to all that you say and even does not get bored when you talk total crap and ignores you today not even wishing you a “Good morning” makes anybody feel that they’re being overlooked, isn’t it? I want all the attention I get not only when I meet people but also when I’m alone. Maybe a note in an email or maybe someone could text me saying “You’re remembered”. When I plan on staying alone for a while, circumstantially I get noticed and when I want to be noticed it usually doesn’t work out my way at all. I don’t know the explicit reasons why I feel unimportant today, but yea at times it just drives me nuts.
