Wednesday, July 14, 2010

A hug of hope...

I want to hold myself tight from those unacceptable frozen situations that seem to be taking forever to melt. I want to crawl away from the moments that only allow me to enjoy a blow. I want to paint everything around me with bright colors, because they seem black and white. I want to have more faith even when my wishes seem to be neglected. I want to slide away from the thoughts to feel a lil less crappy. I want to smile even when I know I'm feeling miserable on the inside. I want to avoid desires for tomorrow to be lucky, because I feel a strong need for this moment to be luckier. I want to be ready to be irreparable even if broken into million pieces. I want to stand up firm even if my legs get weaker. I want to be positive when negativity jabs at me hard. I want to hear something that can make my heart go glee. I want to wait without expectations. I want to keep my eyes open for the very best part of my life...


And beyond anything, all I want right now, is a HUG of HOPE!

19 comments:

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Lady Whispers said...

U spoke my mind :( u just wrote what i wanted to !
>:D< for u!

Dominic Bodhak said...

* Hugs! * :)

I can only try and assure you that things are going to be just fine soon. I wish I could actually make them better for you.

I know and so do you that nothing is for eternity, as good times pass by so does bad ones.

This phase shall pass on too. A hug of hope is what you desire. A hug of hope is what I give.

>:)<

Unknown said...

i love it pinks!!!
i give u a "jadu ki jhappi"
PS:ure too strong to be irrepairable:):D <3

Esther said...

Scribbling Girl Awww :) :) write it all down!! :) ♥ When you write I'm sure you'll feel more positive than usual! :) I'm glad our thoughts could relate :) :)
>Hugs< back at ya. Take care dearest.

Dominic Yesss :) happens many a times! But hoping for a hug of hope is the best part! Because HOPING is the best thing to do!! :)
Thank you so much for the encouraging words!! >:D< :)) ♥

Hannah You know me better \m/ I love yaaaa :) ♥ Thanks so much for the Jhappi... :) I thought this was the best thing to do - Writing feelings down! =)
Feels better writing! :)
Thank you!!

Lucifer said...

u askin for a hug of hope??

hope hugs you dear when all is lost for it... :)

*hugs*

erer said...

*hugs*

:)

Tweety said...

>:D< gal...

i guess sometimes thats all we need..

pratima said...

we do feel like that from time to time... you've put those feelings in words beautifully... ~hugs~

Purple PIRATE said...

its my first time here and i am impressed...well i can say is that i hope you get that hug of hope and herez mine

>:D< ~hugs~

and you have written it very well.I hope to come here again.
Cheers! be happy and keep smiling


~PP~

Anonymous said...

hey hugs galore girl..we are here with u right?

Esther said...

Mayz :) :) :)

Warmsunshine HUgs back :) Thank you

Tweety :) and once we get it, we feel better! :) Thank you :)

Esther said...

pratima Thank you soooo much :) ♥

Purple PIRATE Thanks for dropping by :) Glad to meet you here!! :) Thank you *hugs*

Madzi Yes babes :) >:D< Thankieee ♥

deepa kashyap said...

awwwww *hugs* :) :)
keep smiling :)

Neha said...

**Hugs** Darling..

this is what I am going through too.. maybe the reason is that I am deep down in work and not getting time to do anything..sigh! I have ranted on my blog too about this!!!

Nashe^ said...

I could use with a hug of ANYTHING right now :)

Palwasha N. Minhas said...

Love the choice of words.

*hugs*

Spree said...

Wow girl! amazing one.. love the way you want a hug of hope... interesting choice of words.. love your writing style! great pic BTW!
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Cheers..
Ananya

Unknown said...

frm nw onwards mam ...m ur fan ...ur awesum:)